"Old habits die hard" This has been my exact thought for the past week or so. I've felt some nostalgia lately and it's making me want to hold onto something that I should definitely let go of. If I continue to pursue this nostalgia, it could very well ruin what I have now. I don't want to lose him. Nor would I give him up for anyone else.. Yet, I've been having this internal conflict with myself. I could just be indecisive, but I know better than that.

There's been this look in the other's eyes.. It looks like longing, but maybe I'm just hoping for that.

I feel so terrible. I need to learn to control myself.

I need to give up wanting things that could have been.